2 Aug 2011

30.07.2011 - XII 'C', St.Joseph Convent HSS

                        It was a Saturday morning.  My watch was showing 9.15 am. I was rushing to St. Joseph Convent HSS  with a small wish deep in my heart, "How good it will be if i write this TNPSC exam in XII C, my class!!!"  It was after about 6 years, I was going back to my school.  Not with the school bag, but with a hall ticket & a very sweet feeling remembering my old days.  I entered the gate.
                        I saw a small crowd around a tree.  I thought, It is where the notice board will be. I was right. I was searching my number in the notice board.  My number was clearly printed, & I sensed I am the last number in Room No:6.  My dad, showed me my class XII C and told me, "Look, that is room No:6"  I couldn't believe. My heart was filled with school memories.  While climbing the stairs, I remembered the Assembly every morning. With Joy, I entered my class.
                         I saw the same Cross, Jesus hanging on it.  I thought of telling, "No more Jesus is there, He is with u & me. Yes! HE IS ALIVE"  But to whom shall i say in an exam hall???? The same black board, the same benches, the same varenda, where we used to sit and study. Specially i remembered Kamalasini. She used to scold me, teach me & make fun of me.  She was the outstanding of our class. we used to share our lunch. The fishes we shared, samosa we ate, the funs we had.. ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. really lovely days..
                         I remembered Figi.. she admires me, my talk alot. she was studying in my next class... Then, the12 stars - sometimes enjoying, sometimes fights. PISSSAV group - haha.. funny G.P.  Then Meenakshi, I gifted her the Bible.  I don know what she will be doing with that LIVING WORD today.  I remembered many others too.  Finally Benzil Regi & Keerthi.  I hope their souls will rest in peace.  I did not share Gospel to them.  But... I have a big question..  I am bad, i have time. I have friends. I have cousins. my family. I care them. what is the use of such care?? I am acting.. I am loving them with no action.. Lord... Please help me to do your will. USE ME PLEASE........ make me AVAILABLE for u Lord.. plsssssssssss.
                         I finished my exam 10 mins earlier.  I wrote "JESUS CARES YOU" on the desk & left my class room. It may be silly to write on the desk, but God may use it to touch a soul.  All my hope is in you Lord.

27 Jul 2011

Who am I???

Who am I? Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me. 

Not because of who I am. 
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are. 

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours. 

15 Jun 2011


Had Good time with Jerwin & Mano... We went to kaalikaesam with suther mama's family... & It was really a blessed day for me. I heard my father pray. I felt so happy. Thank u Jerks & Mano.. God Bless you two :):):) Above all.. Thank you Lord for protecting us..... 

6 Jun 2011

A Love Letter.....

Berritta.... I love you! I shed my own blood for you to make you clean.
You are clean now, so believe that it is true.
You are lovely in my eyes, and I created you to be just as you are.
Do not criticize yourself or get down for not being perfect in your own eyes.
This leads only to frustration. I want you to trust Me - one step
one day at a time. Dwell in My power and in My love and be free!
Be yourself! Don't allow other people to run you.
I will guide you, if you let Me. Be aware of My presence in everything.
I give you patience, love, joy, peace and life. Look to Me for your answers.
I am your shepherd and will lead you. Follow me only! Do not ever forget this.
Listen to Me and I will tell you My will.
Let My love flow from you and spill over to all you touch.
Do not be concerned with yourself. You are My responsibility. I will change you,
and you will hardly know it is happening. You are to
love yourself and love others simply because I love you.
Take your eyes off yourself! Look only at Me!
I change...I create..., but not when you are trying. I won't fight your efforts.
You are Mine. Let Me give you joy, peace, and kindness. No one else can!


27 May 2011


     I'm missing my akka, arun anna & annan alot right now.. I need them now... I need them near me... Lord.... Bind us together... Bind us together with love....